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Elysium
06:57
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Elysium
When another day begins without another life
When the gentle breeze caresses
the skin on your lovely face
When the tree leaves fall to the earth
out of the sadness of a memory
That is when you'll know
I am in the fields of elysium
And when the sun rises
And finds its way to your dark brown eyes
I want you to know
That I am right there inside your heart
Heaven will truly be beautiful
Just you wait and see
But until we meet again
Just live your life, and be free
As I walk through the fields of the afterlife
I can only think about
the one that I will always love
Cursed we are in the dying of this light
That burns between my eyes
As the sky turns black with the ashes
Burning everything you love in between
Cursed we are in the dying of this light
That burns between my eyes
As the sky turns black with the ashes
Burning everything you love in between
Through the eyes of the dead I can always see
Seperation all around me, but I do not give a shit
When a day is so meaningless to me
I can only hope to walk through heaven with the almighty
Ahh to see a life beyond the gates
Whether it be heaven or it be hell
The portals of time will decide our fate either way
The question really lyes within oneself
Where does one belong?
Is it heaven?
Or is it hell?
To see a life beyond the gates
The portals of time will decide our fate either way
The question really lyes within oneself
Where does one belong?
Is it heaven, or is it hell?
To see a life beyond the gates
The portals of time will decide our fate either way
The question really lyes within oneself
Where does one belong?
Is it heaven, or is it hell?
The question really lyes within oneself
Where does one belong?
Is it heaven, or is it hell?
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Absentia
07:40
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Absentia
Misdirected and misguided
when I close my eyes at night
visions of light disappear
and the nightmare overwhelms my mind and body
Paralyzed inside, as I can't even feel my face
Disregarding my own existence
as I drown in the abyss
I am nothing, just a shade of mortality
Take a good look in the mirror
and you will see only flesh
but take a look inside yourself
and you will see a true darkness
Misdirected and misguided
when I close my eyes at night
Misdirected and misguided
when I close my eyes at night
visions of light disappear
My vision blurs as I look into my own soul
My body yearns for feeling as it has grown numb
Oh how the memories of being young
weigh on the mind and the thoughts of this life
Wishing we could reverse cycles of time
Living in moments that are from the past
My vision blurs as I look into my own soul
My body yearns for feeling as it has grown numb
Oh how the memories of being young
weigh on the mind and the thoughts of this life
Wishing we could reverse cycles of time
Living in moments that are from the past
Oh how the memories of being young
weigh on the mind and the thoughts of this life
Wishing we could reverse cycles of time
Living in moments that are from the past
I see in the dark of light
One moment in time is forever
In the heart
Building pieces of what make us who we are
I see in the dark of light
One moment in time is forever
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Macula
05:12
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Macula
Though my eyes fight through a haze
Through the blindness of the night
I just might realize what it's like to truly see
To see within my soul, instead of this faulted sight
I don't want to fall below the expectations
of myself and all of those around me
and when the vision has gone into a dark confinement
When the world leaves you alone
Is when one finally sees
It's that same feeling coming with a fucked up premonition
That I missed out on a real one
Giving me depression and another headache
It's a hell of a life, when you take it in stride
I put a mark on my body, and stench on my soul
Dealing with the devil
Cuz I'm on another level of desperation
Though my eyes fight through a haze
Through the blindness of the night
I just might realize what it's like to truly see
To see within my soul, instead of this faulted sight
I don't want to fall below the expectations
of myself and all of those around me
and when the vision has gone into a dark confinement
When the world leaves you alone
Is when you finally see
and when the vision has gone into a dark confinement
When the world leaves you alone
Is when one finally sees
I want to see
It's that same feeling coming with a fucked up premonition
That I missed out on a real one
Giving me depression and another headache
It's a hell of a life, when you take it in stride
I put a mark on my body, and stench on my soul
Dealing with the devil
Cuz I'm on another level of desperation
I want to see
It's that same feeling coming with a fucked up premonition
That I missed out on a real one
Giving me depression and another headache
It's a hell of a life, when you take it in stride
I put a mark on my body, and stench on my soul
Dealing with the devil
Cuz I'm on another level of desperation
blah
I can see my vision fading
I can hear my heartbeat going dull
I can taste my lips stop moving
I can feel my soul is going on
I can see my vision fading
I can hear my heartbeat going dull
I can taste my lips stop moving
I can feel my soul is going on
This hate I have for life
Curses me and my mind
Oh how I wish I could be free
of all my anxiety
This hate I have for life
Curses me and my mind
Oh how I wish I could be free
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Dissemble
07:28
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Dissemble
Never show my emotion
and never say what is on my mind
Building a wall of numbness
Alone and so disconnected
Suffocating my own lungs
in the abyss that is my own mind
Well I am not sick
but I am not well
I am just a void
In a worthless life
I can show you hate
and I can show you love
All that you desire in your shallow heart
I can provide with the cost of your own soul
Well I am not sick
but I am not well
I am just a void
In a worthless life
I can show you hate
and I can show you love
All that you desire in your shallow heart
I can provide with the cost of your own soul
As the leaves regenerate all around me
I look into the blue of the sky
Remembering why I am even here
Only to enjoy the beauty of this world
Never show my emotion
and never say what is on my mind
Building a wall of numbness
Alone and so disconnected
Suffocating my own lungs
in the abyss that is my own mind
I look into the blue of the sky
to enjoy the beauty of this world
I look into the blue of the sky
to enjoy the beauty of this world
It's the same conversation that I have with everybody
Talk about the politics and weather
but it doesn't even matter to me what you think
and when nothing even sounds amusing
waiting for another person giving their opinion
so I disagree politely when in reality I just want to die
It's the same conversation that I have with everybody
Talk about the politics and weather
but it doesn't even matter to me what you think
and when nothing even sounds amusing
waiting for another person giving their opinion
so I disagree politely when in reality I just want to die
I look into the blue of the sky
to enjoy the beauty of this world
I look into the blue of the sky
to enjoy the beauty of this world
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The Emptiness
07:23
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The Emptiness
I can hear the sound of rain
and the roaring of the waves
I can see the vast blue skies of beauty before my eyes
I can feel the warmth of the sun on my face
as I lift it upward towards the sky
As I lift it upward towards the sky
As I lift it upward towards the sky
As I lift it upward towards the sky
As I lift it upward towards the sky
I can smell the air as it fills my lungs
Suffocating while I breathe in divine scents
and yet I cannot portray
any thoughts of my own happiness
An emptiness eats inside of me that I cannot explain
As I lift it upward towards the sky
As I lift it upward towards the sky
As I lift it upward towards the sky
As I lift it upward towards the sky
Not like that of a black abyss filled with the stars
Not like that of a never-ending ocean of blue
Not like that of a black abyss filled with the stars
Not like that of a never-ending ocean of blue
As far as one can see, there is always an emptiness
As far as one can see, there is always an emptiness
And while it fills the mind
Only to leave a nothingness
Into the lone disconnect
One can only feel so drained
Try to fill it with lust and booze
And while it fills the mind
Only to leave a nothingness
Into the lone disconnect
One can only feel so drained
Try to fill it with lust and booze
And while it fills the mind
Only to leave a nothingness
Into the lone disconnect
One can only feel so drained
Try to fill it with lust and booze
And while it fills the mind
Only to leave a nothingness
Into the lone disconnect
One can only feel so drained
Try to fill it with lust and booze
Into a void I go within
Surrendering to the force that pulls me in
To find hope through a sea of darkness
To find love for myself again
Into a void I go within
Surrendering to the force that pulls me in
To find hope through a sea of darkness
To find love for myself again
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Ubiquitous
06:47
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Ubiquitous
(Dedicated to Adan Ornelas RIP)
This life is such a cruel thing
When you lose the ones that you love
Never to speak again
or even have that one more laugh
Only in my dreams will I see you again
My long lost friend oh how I miss you dearly
to this day
Well was it fate that brought you down?
Or was it just another day in our Gods will?
My feeble mind will never know
Maybe in the afterlife
we will see one another once again
Well this life on earth is only a moment
and the world moves forward
with or without our own existence
Yet the afterlife that awaits our souls
is beyond the mortal mind
and the world moves forward
with or without our own existence
Yet the afterlife that awaits our souls
is beyond the mortal mind
This life is such a cruel thing
When you lose the ones that you love
Never to speak again
or even have that one more laugh
Only in my dreams will I see you again
My long lost friend oh how I miss you dearly
to this day
Well was it fate that brought you down?
Or was it just another day in our Gods will?
My feeble mind will never know
Maybe in the afterlife
we will see one another once again
Well this life on earth is only a moment
My heart still aches with a sadness
but there is still work waiting for me here
One day we will be reunited
Until then, I will only see you in my dreams
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7. |
Dauntless
06:54
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Zac Leaser Fort Worth, Texas
Technical Melodic Death Metal
One man project out of Fort Worth, TX
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