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Agita
05:24
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Agita
Sometimes I feel like I can't take anymore
of this anxiety, stress, and aggravation
My mind and body feel the toll
of a life that I cannot control
In a society of numbness and constant repetition
My mind and body feel the toll
Daydreaming of a beautiful picture
Where the sky meets the waves on the horizon
Daydreaming of a beautiful picture
Where my racing mind has peace and tranquility
Sometimes I feel like I can't take anymore
of this anxiety, stress, and aggravation
My mind and body feel the toll
of a life that I cannot control
In a society of numbness and constant repetition
My mind and body feel the toll
Daydreaming of a beautiful picture
Where the sky meets the waves on the horizon
Daydreaming of a beautiful picture
Where my racing mind has peace and tranquility
Waves wash away the reflection of beauty
Yet time holds the heart and soul forever
Waves wash away the reflection of beauty
Time holds the heart and soul forever
Holding it there in dreams
I am patiently waiting for the day
to overcome what is holding me back
Holding it there in dreams
I am patiently waiting for the day
to overcome what is holding me back
Waves wash away the reflection of beauty
Time holds the heart and soul forever
Holding it there in dreams
I am patiently waiting for the day
to overcome what is holding me back
Holding it there in dreams
I am patiently waiting for the day
to overcome what is holding me back
What is holding me back?
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2. |
Charmer
05:57
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Charmer
I linger in her eyes gaze
as I am poisoned through my heart
Hypnotized by her lovely venom
I have become so numb
Father time has finally caught up to me
She had such an intriguing divine seduction
As if I had been touched by an angel
That was always slowly drowning me
but the ember of my love did not ever fade
For they glow as bright as the lightning
in the sky
As if I had been touched by an angel
That was always slowly drowning me
but the ember of my love did not ever fade
but the ember of my love did not ever fade
It rains from the heavens
the feeling of my ending fate
I keep telling myself that things will change
but I am always lying
It rains from the heavens
the feeling of my ending fate
I keep telling myself that things will change
but I am always lying
Repetitions running through my incognition
I am always developing a way to hate myself
Well let it in because I know it's not the medicine
but either way I know I am gonna put it in my body
Repetitions running through my incognition
I am always developing a way to hate myself
Well let it in because I know it's not the medicine
but either way I know I am gonna put it in my body
Always lost in time and space
Not to ever exist again
Keep telling myself that things will change
but I am always lying
Always lost in time and space
Not to ever exist again
Keep telling myself that things will change
but I am always lying
Repetitions running through my incognition
I am always developing a way to hate myself
Well let it in because I know it's not the medicine
but either way I know I am gonna put it in my body
Repetitions running through my incognition
I am always developing a way to hate myself
Well let it in because I know it's not the medicine
but either way I know I am gonna put it in my body
I will pass like a breath from her lung
and I will simply fade into her next hollow word
I am all but a memory that is on her tongue
Lost in time and space not to ever exist again
I will pass like a breath from her lung
and I will simply fade into her next hollow word
I am all but a memory that is on her tongue
Lost in time and space not to ever exist again
I am lost in this nothingness
Not to ever exist again
I am lost in this nothingness
Not to ever exist again
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Garnet
04:58
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Garnet
I saw you waving from a distance
but I could not hear the emotion
coming from your heart
So isolated from my own distant reality
Dreaming in numbers
while just existing in numbness
I simply fade away into a nothingness
While I watch you live so carelessly
I simply fade away into a nothingness
Dreaming in numbers
while just existing in numbness
I simply fade away into a nothingness
Oh the sensation of watching a thing
that you love grow and prosper
Never forget to count the days
For you never know when it's all gone
Malificent and beautiful
An aberration and unwelcome
Needy and belligerant
A failure of the human race
Imagining a situation
Where my life actually matters
I am just a fucking number
A consumer on your list
Malificent and beautiful
An aberration and unwelcome
Needy and belligerant
A failure of the human race
Imagining a situation
Where my life actually matters
I am just a fucking number
A consumer on your list
SOLO!!!
Malificent and beautiful
An aberration and unwelcome
Needy and belligerant
A failure of the human race
Imagining a situation
Where my life actually matters
I am just a fucking number
A consumer on your list
Malificent and beautiful
An aberration and unwelcome
Needy and belligerant
A failure of the human race
Imagining a situation
Where my life actually matters
I am just a fucking number
A consumer on your list
Deja vu is just a dream
holding your heart forever
The waves hold me from drowning
in this ocean.
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4. |
Haze
04:43
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Haze
The shadow quivers in the quiet fog
Silhouetted in the darkness of the grey sky
The sun rises, but the sadness in a smile still remains
Cursed we are in the dying of this light
that burns between the eyes
Vision becomes a haze
blurred at the edges of a disembodied mind
A colorful thought that was separated from the body
It does not belong here
In the loneliness of a dark grey world we will rise
It is a dire situation that we escape repetition
Making it a priority to release the mind and body
of this darkness that plagues the heart
In the loneliness of a dark grey world we will rise
What will the darkness bring
When all the haze goes away
Will we all go insane with nothing left to see
The shadow quivers in the quiet fog
Silhouetted in the darkness of the grey sky
The sun rises, but the sadness in a smile still remains
Cursed we are in the dying of this light
that burns between the eyes
Vision becomes a haze
blurred at the edges of a disembodied mind
A colorful thought that was separated from the body
It does not belong here
In the loneliness of a dark grey world we will rise
It is a dire situation that we escape repetition
Making it a priority to release the mind and body
of this darkness that plagues the heart
In the loneliness of a dark grey world we will rise
What will the darkness bring
When all the haze goes away
Will we all go insane with nothing left to see
What will the darkness bring
When all the haze goes away
Will we all go insane with nothing left to see
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5. |
Jaded
05:07
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Instrumental
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6. |
Morose
04:24
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Morose
Standing still
As I lean over the silent water
Staring at my reflection
with no emotion to give
I think back to when the sadness began
When my addiction took over my pointless life
My pointless life has a way of deceiving
the best of us in a mystery
Hope has a way of emerging
in all of the dark situations
that make us fail
I am only a memory
Just a forgotten feeling of nostalgia
Standing in the back of your mind
Torturing your self awareness
and your dignity to no end
When this life gives you no option
and you are feeling just so morose
Always remember that I am here
to only bring you down even more
Standing still
As I lean over the silent water
Staring at my reflection
with no emotion to give
I think back to when the sadness began
When my addiction took over my pointless life
My pointless life has a way of deceiving
the best of us in a mystery
Hope has a way of emerging
in all of the dark situations
that make us fail
I am only a memory
Just a forgotten feeling of nostalgia
Standing in the back of your mind
Torturing your self awareness
and your dignity to no end
When this life gives you no option
and you are feeling just so morose
Always remember that I am here
to only bring you down even more
SOLO!!!
When this life gives you no option
and you are feeling just so morose
Always remember that I am here
to only bring you down even more
To no end, to no end
When this life gives you no option
and you are feeling just so morose
Always remember that I am here
to only bring you down even more
To no end
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7. |
Tides
06:23
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Tides
The waves all whisper to me
Bringing me to a place of serenity and bliss
of calm and piece of mind
As the water crashes into my two feet
It sets my soul free into a nothingness
Where I will lose myself
No need to worry about my dreams
All because nothing matters anyway
All because nothing matters anyway
All because nothing matters anyway
All because nothing matters anyway
Across an ocean is where you will find my heart
Waving from a distance as far as the eye can see
From beyond the horizon of all the loneliness
Living in a dream, living in a dream
And I will not forget
the way you make me feel
inside my head
The waves all whisper to me
Bringing me to a place of serenity and bliss
of calm and piece of mind
As the water crashes into my two feet
It sets my soul free into a nothingness
Where I will lose myself
No need to worry about my dreams
All because nothing matters anyway
All because nothing matters anyway
All because nothing matters anyway
All because nothing matters anyway
Across an ocean is where you will find my heart
Waving from a distance as far as the eye can see
From beyond the horizon of all the loneliness
Living in a dream, living in a dream
And I will not forget
the way you make me feel
inside my head
From beyond the horizon of all the loneliness
Living in a dream
And I will not forget
the way you make me feel
inside my head
And I will not forget
the way you make me feel
inside my head
Across an ocean is where you will find my heart
Waving from a distance as far as the eye can see
From beyond the horizon of all the loneliness
Living in a dream
I will rise above the tides of misery
Conquering the waves that try to overpower me
Drowning in depression, but I can't give in
I hold onto the hope that life only gets better
Holding my head above this water
Gasping for one more breath of this life
I will rise above the tides of misery
Conquering the waves that try to overpower me
Drowning in depression, but I can't give in
I hold onto the hope that life only gets better
Holding my head above this water
Gasping for one more breath of this life
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8. |
Yonder
03:07
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Yonder
Another day has done gone by
Where I have wasted my damn time
Thinking about what could have been
and all the dreams that I have lost
Drowning in my own misery
Praying for a light to shine through
Another day has done gone by
Where I have wasted my damn time
Thinking about what could have been
and all the dreams that I have lost
Feeling desperate all my life
I will conquer this damn day
We will wash it all away
Feeling desperate all my life
I will conquer this damn day
Break the cycle one more time
We will wash it all away
Feeling desperate all my life
I will conquer this damn day
Break the cycle one more time
We will wash it all away
This, this is the end
The end of our lives
The end of our distant lives
This, this is the end
The end of our lives
The end of our distant lives
If there was a way to change our path
You know damn well that I would take it
Drowning in my own misery
Praying for a light to shine through
Another day has done gone by
Where I have wasted my damn time
Thinking about what could have been
and all the dreams that I have lost
and all the dreams that I have lost
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9. |
Zymotic
07:29
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Zymotic
(In memory of my best friend Dustin Thompson)
The disease may enter dreams
in a way that fools the heart
Making one believe that it belongs there,
while waking still
The long rest of a tired and beat down old man
Exhausted from fighting,
He lay to rest behind a closed door
Lonely and broken
Looking for a light that will glow upon his dark eyes
He lay there praying for an end
He lay there praying for an end
Don't give up, he told his own mind
Don't give in, would not allow the body
To give up, he would endure suffering
To give in, it would not even cross his mind
Don't give up, he told his own mind
Don't give in, would not allow the body
To give up, he would endure suffering
To give in, it would not even cross his mind
And he watches time go by
as if this were a means to an end
The disease may enter dreams
in a way that fools the heart
Making one believe that it belongs there,
while waking still
The long rest of a tired and beat down old man
Exhausted from fighting,
He lay to rest behind a closed door
Lonely and broken
Looking for a light that will glow upon his dark eyes
He lay there praying for an end
He lay there praying for an end
Don't give up, he told his own mind
Don't give in, would not allow the body
To give up, he would endure suffering
To give in, it would not even cross his mind
Don't give up, he told his own mind
Don't give in, would not allow the body
To give up, he would endure suffering
To give in, it would not even cross his mind
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Zac Leaser Fort Worth, Texas
Technical Melodic Death Metal
One man project out of Fort Worth, TX
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