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Redeemer

by Zac Leaser

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1.
Defeatist 08:09
Defeatist Well here comes that feeling again the racing thoughts that plague my mind they never end Fighting myself everyday I just can't seem to find myself in this so called life Acceptance of a failure that has yet to come I find myself all too familiar with this impending doom that overshadows who I am WHO I AM Inside a shell that I am only trapped inside I find myself all too familiar with this impending doom that overshadows who I am WHO I AM Inside a shell that I am only trapped inside Inside a shell that I am only trapped inside Inside a shell that I am only trapped inside Inside a shell Well I've said it before, all we want to do is fail Well I've said it before, all we want to do is fail Today I want to breathe, the fresh air that you gave me Tomorrow brings a light, that I look forward to Cursed we are in the dying of this light, that burns between my eyes Cursed we are in the dying of this light, that burns between my eyes Cursed we are in the dying of this light, that burns between my eyes That burns between my eyes Well here comes that feeling again the racing thoughts that plague my mind they never end Fighting myself everyday I just can't seem to find myself in this so called life Acceptance of a failure that has yet to come It's that same repetition that keeps me on a mission to do something important with my life So much negativity spreading through ourselves Passing on to one another, why can't we all just be positive It's that same repetition that keeps me on a mission to do something important with my life So much negativity spreading through ourselves Passing on to one another, why can't we all just be positive Cursed we are in the dying of this light, that burns between my eyes Cursed we are in the dying of this light, that burns between my eyes I thought I saw you feel like you were in this moment I never forget those eyes, like I meant something I thought I saw you feel like you were in this moment I never forget those eyes, like I meant something
2.
Loathsome 05:33
Loathsome Yet another day, yet another battle of this suffering We just can't seem to co-exist (You sleep away the pain) You sleep away the pain, while I drink away feeling that I once had, I have grown so numb You sleep away the pain, while I drink away feeling that I once had, I have grown so numb I have become so loathsome the air I breathe it stings my lungs The sights you see, it blinds your heart Everything in your existence Revolves around you, or so it seems You sleep away the pain, while I drink away feeling that I once had, I have grown so numb You sleep away the pain, while I drink away feeling that I once had, I have grown so numb You sleep away the pain, while I drink away feeling that I once had, I have grown so numb The things that we think we hear eachother say It's all because we are not even listening I have become so loathsome the air I breathe it stings my lungs The sights you see, it blinds your heart Everything in your existence Revolves around you, or so it seems Communication has been lacking Refusal to accept the way things are has become a problem You are so selfish and you hate to admit it because you are the center of your own universe Communication has been lacking Refusal to accept the way things are has become a problem You are so selfish and you hate to admit it because you are the center of your own universe Yet another day, yet another battle of this suffering We just can't seem to co-exist (You sleep away the pain) but I am the one who always has to apologize for the way I feel The sights you see, it blinds your heart The sights you see, it blinds your heart I have no friends I am just an existence Evaporating quickly You sleep away the pain, while I drink away feeling that I once had, I have grown so numb You sleep away the pain, while I drink away feeling that I once had, I have grown so numb You sleep away the pain, while I drink away feeling that I once had, I have grown so numb
3.
Fruition 06:04
Fruition It has come to my attention that this day is no longer meant for either of us Let the lifeless have their way Lurking in the shadows of insecurity and we will go onto our own to another brighter moment Where the light shines and the darkness has long faded away Where we can be ourselves and pain only exists in the memory of yesterday I would die for you just to live another day To breathe in this life and to live your dreams You mean so much to me That I cannot even express the way I feel about you in my heart It has come to my attention that this day is no longer meant for either of us We must fight through the pain to get what we deserve There is a light at the end of the tunnel That we both will see at the end of the day This heaven lies only beyond this hell the eternal abyss is just a void We must attempt to crossover the waves that crash in between us and swim our way onto our own little paradise We must fight through the pain to get what we deserve There is a light at the end of the tunnel That we both will see at the end of the day This heaven lies only beyond this hell the eternal abyss is just a void We must attempt to crossover the waves that crash in between us and swim our way onto our own little paradise You mean so much to me That I cannot even express the way I feel about you in my heart We were meant to be more than what we have become The distance between our hopes and dreams are closer than we imagine We must conquer all of our demons in order to reap the benefits The kingdoms of heaven and hell is what we lie between We must fight through the pain to get what we deserve There is a light at the end of the tunnel We must fight through the pain to get what we deserve There is a light at the end of the tunnel I would die for you just to live another day To breathe in this life and to live your dreams I would die for you just to live another day To breathe in this life and to live your dreams
4.
Miseries 07:33
Miseries There are no thoughts to unleash on a sheet of paper There are too many words lingering in the depths of my heart but I will persevere The darkness that pulls me closer to the shore of my own dream And if I drown before my body reach the land deeper than what lies beneath the raging ocean Does this beauty lose its light underneath or am I waiting for something that will never happen and yet lifes brightest stars rise above the troubled sea The agony in which day dims from all of our vision The black night seems to pull everything together And if I drown before my body reach the land deeper than what lies beneath the raging ocean Does this beauty lose its light underneath or am I waiting for something that will never happen and yet lifes brightest stars rise above the troubled sea The agony in which day dims from all of our vision The black night seems to pull everything together The agony in which day dims from all of our vision The black night seems to pull everything together As an angel of light bathes us in its ecstasy He opened our eyes to the fractured sky Only a bittersweet mirage that is tempting my cold heart Underneath the world where dreams are silent Whispering to my memory And if I drown before my body reach the land deeper than what lies beneath the raging ocean Does this beauty lose its light underneath or am I waiting for something that will never happen and yet lifes brightest stars rise above the troubled sea The agony in which day dims from all of our vision The black night seems to pull everything together The agony in which day dims from all of our vision The black night seems to pull everything together As an angel of light bathes us in its ecstasy He opened our eyes to the fractured sky Only a bittersweet mirage that is tempting my cold heart Underneath the world where dreams are silent Whispering to my memory There are no thoughts to unleash on a sheet of paper There are too many words lingering in the depths of my heart but I will persevere The darkness that pulls me closer to the shore of my own dream There are no thoughts to unleash on a sheet of paper There are too many words lingering in the depths of my heart but I will persevere The darkness that pulls me closer to the shore of my own dream
5.
Repetitions 04:58
Repetitions I have felt this feeling before It is a memory that I cannot shake Where was I in this moment that brought me to this realization Oh how I love these moments that bring me to a Reminiscence of my childhood, I want to bring it back Suffering everyday that I have to go on Will I finally accept the things that I can't change It seems like the dreadful are rewarded It seems like the ones who follow the path are punished every day It seems like the dreadful are rewarded It seems like the ones who follow the path are punished every day I have felt this feeling before It is a memory that I cannot shake Where was I in this moment that brought me to this realization Oh how I love these moments that bring me to a Reminiscence of my childhood, I want to bring it back Suffering everyday that I have to go on Will I finally accept the things that I can't change Suffering everyday that I have to go on Will I finally accept the things that I can't change My young life, months or even days ago Feelings of remorse I can deal without Feelings of happiness is what I live for My young life, months or even days ago Feelings of remorse I can deal without Feelings of happiness is what I live for Another day, another repetition Let me try to change what this life has in store for me I will make something of myself I will make something of myself I will make something of myself It seems like the dreadful are rewarded It seems like the ones who follow the path are punished every day It seems like the dreadful are rewarded It seems like the ones who follow the path are punished every day It seems like the dreadful are rewarded It seems like the ones who follow the path are punished every day It seems like the dreadful are rewarded It seems like the ones who follow the path are punished every day
6.
Worthless 05:01
Worthless As I sit here feeling sorry for myself I wonder how many out there feel the same Reverse the thought of negativity Start building towards all your dreams Release the light inside Release the light of your dream As I sit here feeling sorry for myself I wonder how many out there feel the same Reverse the thought of negativity Start building towards all your dreams Release the light that is inside of you and you will see the change Connection with another is the key All it takes is one thing Release the light inside Release the light of your dream Release the light that is inside of you and you will see the change Connection with another is the key All it takes is one thing I feel so worthless I'm coming down from yesterday It was only a dream now get back up on your own feet and try it all again tomorrow Pain only dwells in the past, waves will wash it all away The endless repetition of a constant reminiscion is a deadly combination in the feeble mind of an individual Life is not a competition, so be weary of collision of people without a mission, wandering aimlessly through this life I feel so worthless I'm coming down from yesterday It was only a dream now get back up on your own feet and try it all again tomorrow Pain only dwells in the past, waves will wash it all away The endless repetition of a constant reminiscion is a deadly combination in the feeble mind of an individual Life is not a competition, so be weary of collision of people without a mission, wandering aimlessly through this life
7.
Spasmodic 06:08
I try to speak but the words will not leave my body They are held prisoner inside of my own mind Oh how I wish that these words would flow like the wind in your hair Instead they crash like thunder on my tongue Fumbling out of my mouth beyond any comprehension The battle that lies in between ourselves The repetition of monotony is what brings me close to the edge Just another day in the life of Zachary No need to listen what I say isn't important anyway As the darkness of my sould overtakes all that I am and what I live to be I can feel the malocchio overpower the thought of my dream Just another day in the life of Zachary No need to listen what I say isn't important anyway
8.
Mephitic 04:23
Mephitic I have tried so hard to stay within myself I feel my life withering away How do I get back what I cannot have I want to take it back I have tried so hard to stay within myself I feel my life withering away How do I get back what I cannot have I want to take it back Life has hit rock bottom and I rise So tired of being who I was in this life I now realize that things can change Because I have lives depending on me Life has more meaning than it ever had Little eyes staring at me Life has more meaning than it ever had Little eyes staring at me Life has hit rock bottom and I rise Tired of being who I was in this life I now realize that things can change Because I have lives depending on me Life has more meaning than it ever had Little eyes staring at me Life has more meaning than it ever had Little eyes staring at me Life has more meaning than it ever had Little eyes staring at me Life has more meaning than it ever had Little eyes staring at me
9.
Captivate 04:54
Captivate I awoke my vision distorted Am I awake or in a dream Staggering, I view myself inside the mirror Face melting, will I survive? My body pulsing, the void is calling struggle to break free but pulled benath the water Drowning, gasping This colorful net only holds me further No, it can't and shouldn't contain me Constantly bombarded with the feeling that I've been here before I can't give in Inside the soul is bleeding the warmth it flows Searching which way to go I feel it's never ending the grind so captivating Sacred shapes are gathered in my mind They speak a different language I can't understand I feel it's never ending the grind so captivating Sacred shapes are gathered in my mind No, it can't and shouldn't contain me Constantly bombarded with the feeling that I've been here before I can't give in Inside the soul is bleeding the warmth it flows (Breathing) Searching which way to go I feel it's never ending the grind so captivating Sacred shapes are gathered in my mind They speak a different language I can't understand I feel it's never ending the grind so captivating Sacred shapes are gathered in my mind (Lyrics and vocals by Stephen Mashburn)

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Melodic Technical Death Metal

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released December 7, 2018

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Zac Leaser

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1. Denis Shvarts on Defeatist and Loathsome
2. James Malone on Spasmodic
3. Chris Portugal on Miseries
4. Neil Prakasam on Worthless
5. Daniel Gomez on Fruition

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Stephen Mashburn on Captivate
Nic Leaser on Mephitic

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Zac Leaser Fort Worth, Texas

Technical Melodic Death Metal
One man project out of Fort Worth, TX

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