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Arrival

by Zac Leaser

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1.
Arrival 05:12
Arrival As I let the repetition of this life Devour what is left of all my heart I silently wait, longing for your arrival I will wait as long as it takes But you have hardened beyond my recognition Together we scrape the walls of what we once were To taste the bliss But you have hardened beyond my recognition Together we scrape the walls of what we once were To taste the bliss And to feel the adrenaline of a hopeful, anxious soul The sun has blistered my eyes The flames of this fire They all faded a long time ago And yet I stand still Waiting for your arrival And yet I stand still Waiting for your arrival And yet I stand still Waiting for your arrival And yet I stand still Waiting for your arrival And yet I stand still Waiting for your arrival But you have hardened beyond my recognition Together we scrape the walls of what we once were To taste the bliss But you have hardened beyond my recognition Together we scrape the walls of what we once were To taste the bliss And to feel the adrenaline of a hopeful, anxious soul The sun has blistered my eyes The flames of this fire They all faded a long time ago And yet I stand still Waiting for your arrival As I let the repetition of this life Devour what is left of all my heart I silently wait, longing for your arrival I will wait as long as it takes But you have hardened beyond my recognition Together we scrape the walls of what we once were To taste the bliss But you have hardened beyond my recognition Together we scrape I pace so frantically I am motionless in my silence I pace so frantically I am motionless in my silence When there is nothing left But my own fucking memory I pace so frantically I am motionless in my silence I pace so frantically I am motionless in my silence When there is nothing left But my own fucking memory Waves bring pain Pain brings hate Waves bring pain Pain brings hate I suffocate, as I find myself Drowning in these days Sometimes I feel like I have nothing to look forward to But I will power through And do my best to keep existing Because that is just the kind of person that I was raised to be When there is nothing left But my own fucking memory I am motionless in my silence
2.
Hollow 03:57
Hollow I saw her almost smile today but the feeling of this desperation numbed her lips once again As the weight of this life came crashing down on to both of us It becomes almost impossible just to breathe I saw him almost laugh today but the loathsome misery strangled his only breath Constricting his only thougts of happiness maybe tomorrow will be a better day I saw her almost smile today but the feeling of this desperation numbed her lips once again As the weight of this life came crashing down on to both of us It becomes almost impossible just to breathe I saw him almost laugh today but the loathsome misery strangled his only breath Constricting his only thougts of happiness maybe tomorrow will be a better day Surrounded by familiar faces How can one feel so hollow inside It is the epidemic of this plague When all these individuals become so shallow Tearing down one another only to build them up solely based on their accomplishments Disregarding all their future hopes and dreams It is time for a change It is time to rise to the occasion Ascending these mountains Disregarding all their future hopes and dreams It is time for a change It is time to rise to the occasion Ascending these mountains Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get the fuck out of your own way The day is young The fire burns bright So light it up and pave the way Disregarding all their future hopes and dreams It is time for a change It is time to rise to the occasion Ascending these mountains Disregarding all their future hopes and dreams It is time for a change It is time to rise to the occasion Ascending these mountains Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get the fuck out of your own way The day is young The fire burns bright So light it up and pave the way
3.
Iniquities 04:34
Iniquities I can feel the malocchio beginning to consume my soul It is a distant feeling Yet it is overwhelming me These iniquities slowly dissipate into my bloodshot eyes The darkness of a shadow that only I can see The diasappointment of a life that could have been something The darkness of a shadow that only I can see The diasappointment of a life that could have been something The time to rise above Is all but lost in this monotony Sometimes I feel like I just need to rest and breathe No need to express myself This is the predicament that I find myself in every day A neverending journey of my own failure This is the predicament that I find myself in every day A neverending journey of my own failure Just like a fucking game of Monopoly Clock your time and make it through your fucking day Just to wake for another day and to always repeat Just to wake for another day and to always repeat Is there an escape from myself and all these iniquities or will I drown in all my own anxiety Will I find my own happiness Is there an escape from myself and all these iniquities or will I drown in all my own anxiety Will I find my own happiness or will the demons continue to take control of the reigns Go forth and have no fear for what we are is what we always will be A shred of existence Go forth and have no fear for what we are
4.
Pernicious 03:45
Pernicious They all think that they know what they are doing judging by these things that they can only see There are so many hurting in thise life Simply because we do not allow each other just to be Why can't we just live our life Without all of this worry and find our happiness in all of the things we love Is it because we suffocate one another with all of our thoughts and all of our stupid far fetched beliefs Why can't we just live our life Without all of this worry and find our happiness in all of the things we love Is it because we suffocate one another with all of our thoughts and all of our stupid far fetched beliefs Everything is so pernicious that I cannot even believe Everything is so pernicious that I cannot even believe What even brought us to this point Everything is so pernicious that I cannot even believe Everything is so pernicious that I cannot even believe What even brought us to this point As I stand in the darkness of repetition seeing how we treat one another as if we live forever Disregarding any consequences because there isn't any for a young narcissist The world revolves around you anyway So why would you think to worry or bother As I stand in the darkness of repetition seeing how we treat one another as if we live forever Disregarding any consequences because there isn't any for a young narcissist I will continue drowning in my fears as you walk away I will continue drowning in my fears as you walk away I will continue drowning in my fears as you walk away I will continue drowning in my fears as you walk away
5.
Tainted 07:09
Tainted This life has left a sour taste in my mouth I think back to when I was young Just the thought of what had once existed devours me and my only thought of consciousness Slowly making my way back to the way I once was Reminiscing life when friendships actually meant something That we all adored and cherised until the end of days When did it become so hard just to connect with the ones around us I feel myself living a lie Just to keep pointless appearances I have wasted my breath On this meaningless life I want to show you something It is called dignity Reminiscing life when friendships actually meant something That we all adored and cherised until the end of days When did it become so hard just to connect with the ones around us I feel myself living a lie Just to keep pointless appearances I have wasted my breath On this meaningless life I want to show you something It is called dignity Over and over and over again I tell myself that this life will change for the better Am I just lying to myself or do I really want a positive change Over and over and over again I tell myself that this life will change for the better Am I just lying to myself or do I want a positive change Over and over and over again I tell myself that this life will change for the better Am I just lying to myself or do I really want a positive change How long, until I fall through the surface The surface of these lies How long, until I break through the silence The silence of my life How long, until I fall through the surface The surface of these lies You know I want to get back to the way these things were before Before we were corrupted by this society When the whole neighborhood of kids came outside just to play That is one memory I will have forever You cannot take that from me You know I want to get back to the way these things were before Before we were corrupted by this society When the whole neighborhood of kids came outside just to play That is one memory I will have forever You cannot take that from me You cannot take that from me This is real life. This is not a pleasant game Get all of your shit together, and accept the blame This is real life. This is not a pleasant game You get all your shit together, and accept the blame This is real life. This is not a pleasant game Get all of your shit together, and accept the blame This is real life. This is not a pleasant game Get all of your shit together, and accept the blame
6.
Voices 04:54
VOICES GET OUT OF MY HEAD Reality confused This is not make believe Tormenting as if I'm in a sick demented dream GET OUT OF MY HEAD Always trying to compulse and convince And convert me into your measley little slave Oh how I wish I could simply escape from myself (You'll never escape) and find any fragment of comfort and solitude Oh how I wish I could simply escape from ourselves and find any fragment of comfort and solitude If only I could conjure one single second away from you Itd soothe more than the glory of a thousand heavens Ripping at my own hair Clawing at my own eyes Desperately trying to rid myself of this abomination that dwells within I am not my own deceiver In you I'm no believer Trapped with you inside my own flesh I am not my own deceiver In you I'm no believer Trapped with you inside my own flesh Locked with you inside our shared flesh GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GET OUT OF MY HEAD! I wish that people would realize That I'm trapped in here fighting a losing battle struggling just to exist and conquer this terrible curse inflicting me I wish that people would realize... Its so hard to arise from my daily slumber Because no matter if my eyes are open or closed Your tormenting deceptive image is all I see While your silver tongued soliloques rattle thru my ears I must relentlessly deflect your poetic torment We've shared this flesh for so long but now its time for you to go I need you out of my head! I need your tormenting voice to get out of my head! I need any trace of you to get out of my head!

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Melodic death metal

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released May 4, 2018

Guest Solos
Denis Shvarts- Arrival and Hollow
Guest Vocals
Matt Knowles - Voices

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Zac Leaser Fort Worth, Texas

Technical Melodic Death Metal
One man project out of Fort Worth, TX

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